Many Men

I would like to start off by saying that the year has not started off as I wanted. First of all, I have failed bio. So, I have waisted since January the 7th till today not studying for the supplemental. This means that I have less than a month to study the rest of biology for the supplemental and pass that. This means that I have to revise a schedule and live up to it. This is it. This is what I have to do. I need to create a time table. Today. And follow it. I cannot stand this bullshit. I know that If I lead this road I will go to failure. I will not succeed. Dream of being a doctor, surgeon in particular, is going to be fucking crushed. Right now, I am a failure, I am at my weakest. I cannot keep going at this. I need to pick this shit up. I need to fucking do something, this is my time. I can feel this semester going the same shithole as the last one.

Without further a due, I am going off right now and making up a schedule I need this. This has to be done. Today.

This is my time to shine.

As Young Jeezy Goes:

Life is on the ground got my head to the sky
Smoked all day, Lord knows I stay high
Stay on top, Lord knows I'm gon' try
And live for the moment, Lord knows I'm gon' die
And when I get to hell, Lord knows I'm gon' fry
Woke up this morning so I'm still alive

- I Luv It