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So, After I have posted the previous post today I've came up to a conclusion that I need to change. I know I am just typing this out and not meaning it comepletely, but I have to. After the previous post, my internet failed due to my unbelievable characteristic to download everything I can. Anyways, thats not the point. So, after the post, I've sat on my couch, actually I lied down, and fell asleep. When I awoke, 3.5 hours later, I felt amazing and terrible at the same time. I've done absolutely no productivity since then. Nothing, I've been in front of the computer with 0% going towards my education and grades. ( oh yes, I forgot to mention that I am struggling; I cannot believe that me, an A student in highschool - is struggling in university. ) Anyways, I believe that I should go to sleep right now and catch up on my 7 hours sleep that I should have everyday. For the past 2 months, I've been lacking sleep. I need to change, and the time to change is now.

I've came upon 2 fun quotes that struck me. So, before I forget them I will quote them:

"Have no friends not equal to yourself."

- Confucius

"Change before you have to."

- Jack Welch

Those 2 both relate to me. Most of my life I've been a pessimist, therefore I've been attracted and been friends with people who are in such manner. However, I do not like it. I wish not to be a pessimist for another day of my entire life. I want to be realistic, but optimistic. I know those 2 are different, but I will make them cooperate.

Plans for tomorrow:
- Attend my lectures
- Try to stake awake and energenic in the lectures
- Come Home
- Eat / 30min-1 h break
- do Calculus hw
- do Chem hw ( Online )
- do Chem hw
- if there is time left, then either do PSY or PHI.

Goals:
- I have made a schedule that I will follow no matter what. Unless, something horrible happens.
- I have fit working out into my schedule.
- I am eating healthy.
- I am eating 6 meals throughout the day.
- I am dedicated to studying.
- I am a hard worker.
- I am stronger after each work out.
- I am an outgoing/ easygoing person.
- I know what I want from life.